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waiting waiting and waiting.
Monday, November 2, 2009 / 11:50 PM
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freak.
why do holidays seems so torturous and boring?
seriously, I just can't get enough of basketball.
It's making me stress since sec 1.
sec 1 - work hard , get nothing.
sec 2 - work hard, get nothing.
sec 3 - work hard, get nothing.
sec 4 - work hard, get nothing.
and now you expect me to commit to the team? if you were me would you be able to?
you speak of efforts, attendance, but in the end you'd choose heights.
gawd, I am tired of hearing all these.
and now when i want to work, these things pop out.
and I can't change the date to accommodate to matches and trainings,
so I'd get a zero for attendance,
chance of going to taipei lower,
north zone team? fat hope.
yes yes yes you'd say so many things in my face, and I know clearly what I should have done.
but bear in mind, easier said than done.
different encounters can't always be dealt with right attitude.
different altitudes will come in.
and because of my birthday not over, I can't have the job.
hah, yeah, punters rant. I'd just rant and whine, til I feel better.
and, just screw those gangs and whatever shit you call them.
they just ruin my brothers life. if it wouldn't for them, i think i would be having a better life, everyone too. my beloved brothers would be here with me.
guys especially like david, minghui. many more, tho there's still this bunch here staying by me.
hmm, I should stop thinking about stressful things, they'd affect my breathings , which in turn affect blood circulation, which in turn affects the brains which when you sleep, affects your growth hormones and blah blah blah.
bye.
i am still waiting, to be spotted :D