I don't know where to go
I'm a noob boy and I love my gay friends :D
(k peace ^^)
If you can't accept me at my worse, then you prolly don't deserve me at my best ;)
I'm afraid of a new love
My awesome girl
I don't count them anymore
Prayer, like ardour on my lips
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So forgive me,
Saturday, July 2, 2011 / 12:42 AM
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Questions in my head;am I a good man? am I a good boyfriend/bestfriend to her? am I a good brother?
sometimes these questions revolve non-stop in my head.
And sometimes, I can't answer that.
If I could, i would have pleased everyone that I cared about.
But i cant, and i wonder if not feeling bad about it actually makes things better. Because I'm so bothered about it at times and I really wish I could do something, so sometimes I conformed to the pressure, but things don't turn out better. Its so contradicting at times. At times like this, I wish I never had to grow up.
if i was a good man, i wouldn't have judged.
if i was a good boyfriend, (??)
if i was a good brother...
Maybe at times i shouldn't think about the shortcomings, cause life isn't about perfection.
True enough, working towards excellence is draining enough.